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I haven't been much active in dA in the last year. I just saw the year counter change from 2 to 3, and then 3 to 4 on the top of the page. It'll probably turn 5 soon.

It reminds me that signing up at dA was totally for filling in some voids in me that were there in me back then. Without dA, I would still be visiting a shrink, taking anti-depressants. Thanks to dA, every watcher I have, and the entire community for providing me a platform, for encouraging me to do better and carry on.

Thank you all. :)

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Rangan Das
Artist | Hobbyist | Photography
India
21 year old, self-taught photographer.

An introverted college student, a music lover, a techie and a gadget freak. Passionate about computers, crazy about music and movies, love travelling and addicted to photography. Other than listen to music, photography is the only other thing that humanize me. I want to show the people that the world outside is beautiful, no matter how ugly they are to each other.

I hope you enjoy browsing my gallery. To follow me on Facebook, check the link to the website!
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Of twenty-thirteen and more...

 

 It’s only during these times that you look back at the year and think of how it was. The entire year seems to be a collection of fleeting moments. And it is during December that time seems to slow down. My December days were mostly spent contemplating about how things were during the previous eleven months. Birthdays and New Year’s celebrations remind me that time flies, and it flies fast.

A good friend of mine asked me a question this Christmas eve: Have you ever been in love with your life?

A year before that, if you asked me if I was a happy person or not, I couldn’t even answer that. Yes, 2012 left me scarred in many ways, it left me traumatized. I needed to visit a shrink. Then came 2013 and things changed.

Was it good?

Not necessarily, but it was not bad either. It changed a lot of things. Maybe after 2013, I cannot quite say whether I love my life or not, but at least, now I understand that ‘love’ isn’t quite what it seemed to be. ‘Love’ now does not seem to be an overrated word with very little emotional value. 

Changes do not come like that. Changes need to be made. Maybe this was the very first realization that I had in 2013. After having such a great realization, the first thing that I decided to change was my music playlist. Yes, sad love songs out and happy songs in (it starts will small-changes, doesn’t it?). Thanks to a quirky friend of mine for that. It was because of her I started using StumbleUpon and I discovered 8tracks. I found happier songs there. After a few weeks, I was totally hooked to 8tracks.(Yes, this part is totally relevant…)

Yes, the first few days were a bit boring. Except that I finally got the camera I was waiting for. I finally started going out on my own to take photos, I started going out with old friends, tried to reconnect with some of them, built stronger bonds with them.

In the second half, I got occupied with a job. A part time job that got me some cash at the end of the month. It was hard work, and also, I learnt that in reality, earning money is kinda’ hard. However, I still managed to keep it even during the semesters. The job kept me busy. The job made me a more responsible person.

Now, when I look back, I realize, that all throughout the year, there was never a moment when I was bored. I was doing something or the other all throughout the year. I managed my job, my assignments, and my semesters and even through all these, I took photos, I discovered new music, watched new movies and series. 

There was a lot that I did in 2013 and that makes me happy.

I found the things I loved doing, I found the people worth loving and worth caring for, and in the end, I started loving myself. So, back to that question again. Do I really love my life? I really did not give much thought to that question back then, but now, when I look back, after this year and the things that I went thorough, small and big, I’ll say maybe yes, I do love my life.

However, loving your life isn’t much of a magical feeling, it is simply knowing who you are and being contented with it.

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hastimemarian Featured By Owner Sep 25, 2014  New member
my insta is: @hastigram
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rangan2510 Featured By Owner Nov 15, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
mine is "rangan2510. I am not that active on Instagram. But, when I go online, I will surely check out your photos!
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hastimemarian Featured By Owner Sep 25, 2014  New member
hi I just started taking pics and im 14. i saw ur awsom pictures and i wonder is there any way that i send my pictures to u? i need to know what u think bout my pics cuz i want to make progress.   :)
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rangan2510 Featured By Owner Sep 28, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
You can find the link to my Facebook account on my profile here. You can contact me via Facebook. Also, you can send me a mail at rangan@live.in
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hastimemarian Featured By Owner Sep 29, 2014  New member
thnk U soooo much
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